Shahid Shaheed Ho Gaya - VIII

agali shaam main apane waade ke mutaabik Rajendra ki car mein baithaa use dinner dene le jaa rahaa thaa. usane car badhaaee hi thi ki kisi ne ek bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein pukaaraa, "Rajendra Bhayya."

meri gaand phat gaee.

wo ek aisi aawaaz thi jise jo ek baar sun letaa wo poori zindagi na bhool paataa. main to use saat janmon nahin bhoolane waalaa thaa.

saamane se Shahid tezi se chalataa huaa car ki taraf aa rahaa thaa. usane wahi T Shirt aur pant pahane huye the jo wo pahali ek minute ki mulaaqaat mein pahane tha.

meri gaand phat kar haath mein aa gaee.

Rajendra ne car rok di thi. paagal thaa wo. use to full accelerator de kar car tezi se bhagaa le jaani chaahiye thi.

Shahid tezi se chalataa huaa Rajendra ki window par pahunchaa aur usane jhuk kar window se bheetar Rajendra ko aur phir mujhe dekhaa.

main Shahid ko dekh rahaa thaa jaise main use pahachaanataa hi nahin hoon. magar kyaa faayadaa, jo karanaa thaa wo Shahid ko hi karanaa thaa.

yah sabako bataa degaa ki isane meri gaand maari hai. meraa munh chodaa hai. yah mujhe blackmail karegaa.

Shahid mujhe aise dekh rahaa thaa jaise mujhe pahachaanataa hi nahin ho. matalab? matalab kyaa? acting to use achchhi tarah aati thi. wo Rajendra ke saamane kuchh nahin bolane waalaa thaa. phir wo akele mein mujhe blackmail karane waalaa thaa.

meri gaand phat kar bhosadaa ban gaee.

ye chhoot kaise gayaa? mere notice mein aayaa ki do maheene jail mein criminals ke lund choos-choos kar, unakaa sadakaa khaa-pee kar wo achchhaa-khaasaa hattaa-kattaa ho gayaa thaa. itani taaqat hoti hai sadake mein?

usane jaldi se bolaa, "Rajendra bhayya, wo..."

Rajendra ne usaki baat kaat kar usakaa haath lagbhag jabardasti pakadaa aur bolaa, "aao. tumhein apane bhayya se milaauun."

Rajendra yah kyaa kah rahaa thaa?

aur Rajendra ne usakaa haath kheenchate huye meri taraf badhaa diyaa aur kahaa, "Bhayya, yah hai Sajid."

mere dimag mein pataakhe phoot rahe the. kyaa Shahid kisi tarah se jail se bhaag gayaa thaa aur usane nayi identity banaa li thi? us jaise criminal minded ke liye yah koi badi baat nahin thi. chori aur blackmail kar ke usane paisaa to bahut jamaa kar liyaa hogaa. aajkal ki police paisewaalon ki rakhail hai.

tabhi Rajendra ne mujhe ek aankh maari. Rajendra kaa cheharaa meri taraf thaa aur Shahid usaki peeth ke peechhe thaa. Shahid ne yah nahin dekhaa.

tab jaa kar mujhe dhyaan aayaa ki Shahid ne bataayaa thaa ki usakaa ek bhaai hai.

to yah Shahid kaa chhotaa bhaaee Sajid hai.

main kuchh relax huaa. ise kitanaa maaloom thaa?

mainne Sajid ko gaur se dekhaa. haan usakaa cheharaa thoda farq hai, usaki aawaaz thodi farq hai. usakaa badan to ekdam farq hai.

6 feet ki height. goraa, chikanaa, bada, chaukor cheharaa. chaudaa maathaa. lambe, bhoore, reshami baal. bhoori aankhein, teekhe nain naksh, ubhari hui nukili naak. mote, gulaabi honth.

lagbhag waisaa hi, bas thodaa saa farq. magar gardan ke neeche kaa badan sirf thodaa hi nahin balki poori tarah se farq thaa.

tight T shirt jaise usaki bhari hui baanhon aur phoole huye seene se lipati hui thi. itani tight ki wo saans bhi letaa to lagataa ki usakaa seenaa T shirt phaad kar baahar nikal aayegaa. T shirt ke teenon button khule huye the. baniyaan wo bhi nahin pahane thaa. aur usakaa chikanaa, goraa, bharaa, phoolaa seenaa bheetar tak dikh rahaa thaa. usake nipples ki ghundhiyaan T shirt par baahar ubhar rahi thin. wo ek angle par khadaa thaa, to mujhe usake side se usake bheetar door tak nazar aayaa.

T shirt usaki badi kamar ke zaraa neeche aa kar usake bhare-phoole hips ke gadaraaye ubhaar se zaraa pahale hi khatm ho jaa rahi thee. tight jeans mein usaki phooli, bhari taangon kaa ek ek ubhaar maaloom pad rahaa thaa.

usake thande lund kaa pouch aisa phoola huaa thaa ki agar usakaa lund zara sa bhi khadaa hotaa to pant phaad ke baahar nikal aataa.

mainne apani taraf badhaa usakaa haath pakad kar shake kiyaa aur aisi bhuwan-mohini muskuraahat phenki ki Shushmita Sen, Aishwarya Roy, Mallika Sherawat sab mujh par fidaa ho jaateen.
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Rajendra saamane ki seat par baithaa thaa, aur Sajid mere bagal mein thaa. ham donon ki bhari-phooli raanein ek-doosare se sati huee theen.

Sajid ki aankhein chaaron or aise ajuube se dekh rahi thin ki koi bhi kah sakataa thaa ki wo is hotal mein kyaa, kisi bhi hotal mein pahali baar gayaa hai. phir usane meri taraf ek shukraane bhari nazar se
dekhaa.

Rajendra ne shuru kiyaa, "bhayya, isaki family ke saath kuchh arasa pahale ek tragedy ho gai thi." aur Rajendra ne short mein Sajid ke kisi bigade bhaae ke baare mein bataayaa jo kisi wajah se jail mein tha.

Sajid ke chehare par sharm thi aur usaki aankhein neeche gad gaee thin.

mainne apanaa ek haath Sajid ki peeth par lapetate huye usaki doosari taraf ki baanh ki phooli hui muslcles par rakhaa, aur doosaraa haath usaki bhari-phooli raan par jaangh ke jod par rakhaa, jo badi si table aur table cloth ke neeche chhupi hui thi.

mainne use apani taraf push dete huye pyaar se kahaa, "are. isamein dukhi hone ki kyaa baat hai. isamein tumhaari koi galati nahin hai."

wo ek pal ke liye mere seene se chhoo gayaa aur alag ho gayaa. usake chehare se sharm gaayab ho gaee thee aur ek sukoon aa gayaa thaa. usaki aankhon mein dher saare naye shukraane bhar aaye the.

mainne usaki jaanghon par rakhe apane haath ko thapthapaayaa. usaki raanon tak phaile ek sote, lambe, mote, balkhaaye saanp ne zindagi mein jaise pahali baar angadaai li. usaki aankhon mein ek maasoom
madhoshi bikhar gaee thi.

dinner serve ho gayaa thaa. bas mujhe chammach chalaane ki der thi.

meraa lund pooraa khadaa ho chukaa thaa.

mere lund se ek aansoo tapakaa.

meraa lund maatam manaa rahaa thaa.

Shahid Shaheed ho gayaa thaa.
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bandar gulaati khaanaa kabhi nahin bhoolataa hai.

mere saare faisale dhare ke dhare rah gaye aur main 24 ghanton se pahale hi apane puraane dharre par waapas laut chukaa thaa. main Shahid ki saari kasar Sajid se nikaalane waalaa thaa.

magar ab main saawdhaan ho gayaa thaa. mainne shahar ke doosare kone mein ek 1BHK flat kiraaye par le liyaa. naqali naam se. zyaada paise do, to sawaal nahin poochhe jaate hain.

us flat ko bhi mainne zaroorat bhar kaa furnished karaa liyaa. deewaan, TV, music system, fridge, double bed. mainne makaan maalik aur aas-paas ke logon ko bataayaa ki main ek agriculture chemicals ki company mein manager hoon, lihaazaa mujhe zyaadaatar waqt aas paas ke gaanvon,kasbon, zilon mein tour par rahanaa padataa hai.

kabhi-kabhi shaam ko main apane asali flat se nikal kar bike railway station ke stand mein jamaaa kar detaa aur luggage room se ek briefcase nikaalataa thaa. phir taxi se apane naye flat jaataa thaa.

wahaan main kabhi 10 minute, kabhi ek-do ghante, kabhi raat bhar rukataa thaa. saare flat ki har light on kar detaa thaa, khoob zor-zor se TV yaa music bajaataa thaa. multi kyaa poori colony ko maaloom pad jaataa thaa ki main tour se aa gayaa hoon.

ab main apane naye laundon ko us naye flat par hi bulaataa thaa. koi poochhataa to kah detaa ki mere trainee hain. aur phir flat mein ek-do ghante yaa raat bhar unaki chudaai karataa thaa.

aur phir main flat band kar ke taxi se waapas railway station jaataa thaa, briefcase ko luggage room mein deposit karataa thaa, aur bike se apane asali flat pahunch jaataa thaa. main pahale bhi apane doston ke yahaan raat guzaarataa thaa isaliye kisi ne koi sawaal nahin kiyaa.

ek din mainne Sajid ko wahaan bulaayaa. usake ghar kaa phone no. to main us dinner par hi le chukaa thaa, jab Rajendra bathroom gayaa
thaa.

Sajid pahunch gayaa. mainne use bataayaa ki laundiyon ko chodane ke liye yah intazaam kiyaa hai. usane ek bhi sawaal nahin poochhaa. jawaan laundon ko chudaaee ki baat bahut jaldi samajh aa jaati hai.

phir wo kai baar wahaan aayaa. ham TV dekhate, baatein karate. wo yaa to padhaaee, career ke baare mein baatein karataa thaa, yaa ladakiyon ke baare mein. hamane female sex ki BP bhi saath dekhin. wo pahale se hi dekhataa aa rahaa thaa.

hamane gay sex ki CDs bhi dekheen. lihaazaa use maaloom ho gayaa ki main bi-sexual hoon. aur usane ise bahut normally liyaa thaa. na koi ruchi dikhaaee, na nafarat dikhaaee.

Sajid ne kabhi apane bhaaee jaisi koi jismaani harkat nahin ki. haan, jab koi sexy CD dekh kar usakaa khadaa ho jaataa to wo bathroom jaa kar mutth maar aataa thaa. use maaloom thaa ki main samajh gayaa hoon. magar ham donon ne is baare mein kabhi koi baat nahin ki.

Sajid ne paise ki kabhi koi baat nahin ki. kabhi paise nahin maange. mainne apani taraf se dene ki qoshish bhi kari to usane manaa kar diyaa. us flat par aane-jaane kaa kiraayaa bhi wo khud uthaayaa karataa thaa. kabhi-kabhi to hamaare dinner par bhi wo khud hi payment kar detaa thaa.

usaki seedhi-saadi binaa kisi lat ki zindagi ke liye usakaa jeb kharch hi bahut thaa. ghar se koi restriction nahin thaa. kyon ho jab wo class ein hameshaa first aataa ho. bas kuchh arase se usake maan-baap usake doston, milane-julane waalon ke baare mein bahut sawaal karane lage the. usane nahin bataayaa ki kyon, magar main jaanataa thaa. usane mere baare mein kisi ko kuchh nahin bataayaa thaa. Sajid mere asali flat par kabhi nahin aayaa thaa. ham logon ko kabhi ghoomanaa bhi hotaa thaa to ham kahin baahar milate the.

usane apane us bhaaee ke baare mein kabhi koi baat nahin ki. ulte wo meraa shuqraguzaar thaa ki mainne us pahalu ko kuredane ki qoshish nahin ki.
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usane apanaa bag uthaa kar apane kandhe par latakaayaa. wo tayyaar ho gayaa thaa. usane ek nazar mujhe dekhaa aur shaayad sochaa ki main abhi tak use flat ke darawaaze tak chhod kar 'phir aanaa' kahane ke liye uthaa kyon nahin. usane dekhaa hogaa ki main deewaan par lete huye kisi gahari soch mein doobaa hoon.

wo deewaan ke paas aayaa aur usane mujhase hand shake karane ke liye apanaa haath badhaayaa, aur apani bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein kahaa "Bye, Bhayya".

TV par hameshaa ki tarah koi bambayya film low volume mein chal rahi thi jise ham donon ne hi nahin dekhaa thaa. aur kahin koi aawaaz nahin aa rahi thi. meri nazarein usake chehare par chipaki hui thin.

6 feet ki height, goraa, chikanaa, bada, chaukor cheharaa. chaudaa maathaa. lambe, bhoore, reshami baal. bhoori aankhein, teekhe nain naksh, ubhari hui nukili naak, bhare huye, mote, gulaabi honth.

mainne apani nazarein usake honthon se kheench kar usake badhe huye haath par daaleen aur phir usakaa haath pakad liyaa. usane apanaa haath shake karane ke liye hilaane ki qoshish ki, par mainne usake haath ko ek jhatakaa diyaa, aur wo deewaan par mere oopar gir gayaa. main apani bagal par letate huye usake poore badan par chhaa gayaa. usake juute chaddar par nishaan chhod rahe honge, magar maan chudaaye chaddar.

ab meri ek taang usaki taangon ko jakade huyi thi. meri ek baanh usakaa haath pakade huye usake seene par lipati hui thee. meraa cheharaa usake chehare ke oopar thaa aur mere honth usake honthon se ek inch ki doori par the. usaki garm saansein mere chehare par pad rahi thin.

mainne usaki aankhon mein apani aankhein daalin aur kahaa, "tujh par meraa dil aa gayaa hai, Sajid."

usaki aankhein bilkul zaraa si sikudin. wo meri baat kaa matalab nikaal rahaa thaa. par jab usane paayaa ki meri baat ko ek aam taareef ki baat samajhaa jaa sakataa hai, to usane apani bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein kahaa, "thanks for the compliment, bhayyaa."

mainne usakaa haath chhodaa, aur apane haathon se usake donon gaalon ko pakadate huye usake sar ko jakadaa aur hamaare honthon ke beech ki us baaki ek inch ki doori tay kar ke use Kiss karane ki qoshish kari.

usane jaldi se apanaa ek haath apane honthon par rakh kar apane honth chhupaa liye. wo muskuraa rahaa thaa par usaki aankhon mein ek shiqaayat, ek meethi si jhidaki thi.

mainne apane haathon se usake haath ko usake honthon par se jabardasti hataayaa. usaki aankhon mein ek aashcharya ubharaa aur usake badan mein ek kadaapan aa gaya. par mainne kisi bhi baat par dhyaan na dete huye usake honthon par ek Kiss jadaa aur phir cheharaa door kar ke usaki aankhon mein dekhane lagaa.

usaki muskuraahat gaayab ho gai thi. par mujhe door hatate dekh kar wo muskuraahat phir laut aaee. usaki aankhon mein ab bhi ek shiqaayat, ek meethi si jhidaki thi. usane uthane ki qoshish kari.

mainne apane badan kaa bojh usake badan par kuchh aur badhaa diyaa. wo uth nahin paayaa. mainne kahaa, "main tujhe chodanaa chaahataa hoon."

usakaa badan kaanp gayaa. usaki saans ek pal ke liye ruk gaee. phir usane dheere-dheere saans chhodi. usake chehare par aur usaki aankhon mein aascharya thaa. usake honth bahut thode se khul gaye. use yaqeen hi nahin ho rahaa thaa ki mainne usase wahi kahaa hai jo usane sunaa hai.

mainne kahaa, "do hazaar rupaye doongaa."

usane phir se uthane ki qoshish kari par mere badan ke neeche se nikalane ki koi gunjaaish nahin thi.

mainne kahaa, "agar tu kunwaaraa hai to." usaki aankhein bilkul zaraa si sikudeen, maathe par ek lakeer aaee. jaise wo kah rahaa thaa ki mainne yah kyon sochaa ki wo kunwaaraa nahin hai. par phir wo shaant ho gayaa.

mainne kahaa, "waranaa aadhe."

usane is baar thodaa aur zor lagaa kar uthane ki qoshish kari. mainne use dabaaye rakhaa aur poochaa, "haan, yaa naa?"

usane kahaa, "main phir aaungaa, bhayya." aur phir se zor lagaa kar uthane ki qoshish kari. mainne use dabaaye rakhaa aur phir poochaa, "haan, yaa naa?"

usane kahaa, "soch ke bataaungaa." aur phir se uthane ki qoshih ki. mainne use uthane nahin diyaa, aur poochha, "abhi soch."

usane uthane ki qoshish chhod di. wo waaqai mein ek gahari soch mein doob gayaa thaa. mainne kahaa, "koi jabardasti nahin hai. too naa kah sakataa hai. phir main tujhe kabhi pareshaan nahin karoongaa."

mainne use aaraam se sochane diyaa. main bhi sochane lagaa.
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usaki aawaaz ne mujhe mere khayaalon se baahar nikaalaa.

wo kah rahaa thaa, "main paise nahin loongaa, bhayya."

mainne usaki aankhon mein dekhate huye kahaa, "sorry, ki mainne offer kare."

usane kahaa, "never mind, bhayya. aapane zamaanaa dekhaa hai."

phir usane kahaa, "bhayya, mere man mein curiosity hai. main aapake saath experiment karanaa chaahataa hoon. achchhaa lagaa to baad ko bhi karenge. par agar achchhaa nahin lagaa, to mujhe phir majboor mat kijiyegaa, please."

mainne kahaa, "I promise."

usane kahaa, "bhayya, main samajhataa hoon ki aap pahale bhi sex kar chuke hain. females ke saath bhi, aur males ke saath bhi. aapake khoob saare partners honge. mujhe isase farq nahin padataa. na hi main unake baare mein jaananaa chaahataa hoon. aap abhi bhi apane baaki partners ko rakh sakate hain. main sirf itanaa chaahataa hoon ki jitani der ham saath rahein, tab tak ham sirf ek doosare ke ho kar rahein. usake pahale aur usake baad ki koi bandish nahin."

mainne kahaa, "OK."

usane mere honthon par ek Kiss jad diyaa.

mainne usake honthon ko apane daanton mein jakad liyaa.
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gubaar nikaal kar jab ham donon ek doosare se nange lipate huye pade the to usane matter-of-factly kahaa, "bhayya, shaadi ke baad to aap par bhabhi kaa haq ho jaayegaa. honaa bhi chaahiye. magar agar kabhi chaahein to mujhe bulaa lijiyegaa."

meraa rishtaa tay ho chukaa thaa. agale hafte meri shaadi hai. kal main ghar jaane waalaa hoon.

mainne kahaa, "jab wo maayake jaayaa karegi to too poori raat mere saath rahaa karanaa."

usane kahaa, "bhayya, raat bhar to main kabhi nahin ruk paauungaa. ham aise hi kabhi-kabhi thodi der tak saath rah sakate hain."

main usase lipat gayaa. abhi ek round aur ho sakataa thaa, agar wo chaahe to.

mujhe ehsaas ho rahaa thaa ki mujhe apane jeevan saathi mil gaye hain. ek male, aur ek female. meri har talaash ko manzil mil chuki hai. meri zindagi kaa har pahaloo mukammal ho chukaa hai. mainne tay kiyaa ki ab main Sajid ke alaawaa kisi aur launde ke saath sex nahin karoongaa.

usane kahaa, "bhayya, ek round aur, agar aap chaahein to."

main usase lipat gayaa. wo mujhase lipat gayaa.

shaayad koi shaheed huaa thaa? kaun rahaa hogaa? ab to mujhe usakaa naam tak nahin yaad aa rahaa thaa. khair. hogaa koee.
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The End.