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Shahid Shaheed Ho Gaya - I
usane apanaa bag uthaa kar apane kandhe par latakaayaa. wo tayyaar ho gayaa thaa. usane ek nazar mujhe dekhaa aur shaayad sochaa ki main abhi tak use flat ke darawaaze tak chhod kar 'phir aanaa' kahane ke liye uthaa kyon nahin. usane dekhaa hogaa ki main deewaan par lete huye kisi gahari soch mein doobaa hoon.
wo deewaan ke paas aayaa aur usane mujhase hand shake karane ke liye apanaa haath badhaayaa, aur apani bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein kahaa "Bye, Bhayya".
TV par hameshaa ki tarah koi bambayya film low volume mein chal rahi thi jise ham donon ne hi nahin dekhaa thaa. aur kahin koi aawaaz nahin aa rahi thi. meri nazarein usake chehare par chipaki hui thin.
6 feet ki height, goraa, chikanaa, bada, chaukor cheharaa. chaudaa maathaa. lambe, bhoore, reshami baal. bhoori aankhein, teekhe nain naksh, ubhari hui nukili naak, mote, gulaabi honth.
mainne apani nazarein usake honthon se kheench kar usake badhe huye haath par daaleen aur phir usakaa haath pakad liyaa. usane apanaa haath shake karane ke liye hilaane ki qoshish ki, par mainne usake haath ko ek jhatakaa diyaa, aur wo deewaan par mere oopar gir gayaa. main apani bagal par letate huye usake poore badan par chhaa gayaa. usake juute chaddar par nishaan chhod rahe honge, magar maan chudaaye chaddar.
ab meri ek taang usaki taangon ko jakade huyi thi. meri ek baanh usakaa haath pakade huye usake seene par lipati hui thee. meraa cheharaa usake chehare ke oopar thaa aur mere honth usake honthon se ek inch ki doori par the. usaki garm saansein mere chehare par pad rahi thin.
mainne usaki aankhon mein apani aankhein daalin aur kahaa, "tujh par meraa dil aa gayaa hai, Sajid."
usaki aankhein bilkul zaraa si sikudin. wo meri baat kaa matalab nikaal rahaa thaa. par jab usane paayaa ki meri baat ko ek aam taareef ki baat samajhaa jaa sakataa hai, to usane apani bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein kahaa, "thanks for the compliment, bhayyaa."
mainne usakaa haath chhodaa, aur apane haathon se usake donon gaalon ko pakadate huye usake sar ko jakadaa aur hamaare honthon ke beech ki us baaki ek inch ki doori tay kar ke use Kiss karane ki qoshish kari.
usane jaldi se apanaa ek haath apane honthon par rakh kar apane honth chhupaa liye. wo muskuraa rahaa thaa par usaki aankhon mein ek shiqaayat, ek meethi si jhidaki thi.
mainne apane haathon se usake haath ko usake honthon par se jabardasti hataayaa. usaki aankhon mein ek aashcharya ubharaa aur usake badan mein ek kadaapan aa gaya. par mainne kisi bhi baat par dhyaan na dete huye usake honthon par ek Kiss jadaa aur phir cheharaa door kar ke usaki aankhon mein dekhane lagaa.
usaki muskuraahat gaayab ho gai thi. par mujhe door hatate dekh kar wo muskuraahat phir laut aaee. usaki aankhon mein ab bhi ek shiqaayat, ek meethi si jhidaki thi. usane uthane ki qoshish kari.
mainne apane badan kaa bojh usake badan par kuchh aur badhaa diyaa. wo uth nahin paayaa. mainne kahaa, "main tujhe chodanaa chaahataa hoon."
usakaa badan kaanp gayaa. usaki saans ek pal ke liye ruk gaee. phir usane dheere-dheere saans chhodi. usake chehare par aur usaki aankhon mein aascharya thaa. usake honth bahut thode se khul gaye. use yaqeen hi nahin ho rahaa thaa ki mainne usase wahi kahaa hai jo usane sunaa hai.
mainne kahaa, "do hazaar rupaye doongaa."
usane phir se uthane ki qoshish kari par mere badan ke neeche se nikalane ki koi gunjaaish nahin thi.
mainne kahaa, "agar tu kunwaaraa hai to." usaki aankhein bilkul zaraa si sikudeen, maathe par ek lakeer aaee. jaise wo kah rahaa thaa ki mainne yah kyon sochaa ki wo kunwaaraa nahin hai. par phir wo shaant ho gayaa.
mainne kahaa, "waranaa aadhe."
usane is baar thodaa aur zor lagaa kar uthane ki qoshish kari. mainne use dabaaye rakhaa aur poochaa, "haan, yaa naa?"
usane kahaa, "main phir aaungaa, bhayya." aur phir se zor lagaa kar uthane ki qoshish kari. mainne use dabaaye rakhaa aur phir poochaa, "haan, yaa naa?"
usane kahaa, "soch ke bataaungaa." aur phir se uthane ki qoshih ki. mainne use uthane nahin diyaa, aur poochha, "abhi soch."
usane uthane ki qoshish chhod di. wo waaqai mein ek gahari soch mein doob gayaa thaa. mainne kahaa, "koi jabardasti nahin hai. too naa kah sakataa hai. phir main tujhe kabhi pareshaan nahin karoongaa."
mainne use aaraam se sochane diyaa. main bhi sochane lagaa.
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us Saturday ki shaam jab main office se ghar waapas aayaa thaa, to multi ke baahar Rajendra apani dukaan ke saamane chaar ladakon ke saath khadaa huaa thaa. hameshaa ki tarah. ladake badal jaate the, ginati badal jaati thi. umar badal jaati thi, khoobsoorati badal jaati thi. magar wo har shaam 14 se 25 saal ke ladakon ke jamaawade mein ghiraa rahataa thaa.
Rajendra 24 saal kaa thaa, aur multi ke basement mein usaki VCD ki dukaan mein baith kar din bhar makkhee maarataa thaa. nahin, na to wo sundar thaa, na hi usamein koi khoobi thee. matalab ki agar aap jis tis ko topi pahanaane ko khoobi na samajhate hon to. isaliye wo sab launde usake deewaane yaa chele nahin the. wo aise chhokare the jinako shaam hote hi unakaa ghaar kaat khaane ko daudataa thaa. yah jagah shaam guzarane kaa unakaa addaa thi.
wo mujhe office se lautate dekh kar hameshaa hello karataa thaa, par kabhi-kabhi mujhe dukaan mein bulaa letaa thaa. aur main usake aas-paas jamaa laundon ki khoobasoorati ke hisaab se wahaan zyaadaa yaa kam der ruk jaayaa karataa thaa.
Rajendra do baar mujhe bhi topi pahanaa chukaa thaa. ek shaam jab wo isi tarah kinhin doosare teen laundon ke saath khadaa thaa, aur main office se waapas aayaa thaa wo usane kahaa thaa, "bhayya, ham ghoomane jaa rahe hain. aap bhi chaliye na."
mera koi aur plan nahin tha. aur tab tak main kankhiyon se dekh chuka thaa ki usake teen laundon mein se do to ekdam maal the. main thoda naa noo karane ke baad maan gayaa, tayyaar ho kar aayaa, aur ham paanchon Rajendra ki, matlab ki usake baap ki, car mein ghoomane nikal chal pade.
Rajendra drive kar rahaa thaa. usane ek market kaa ek chakkar lagaayaa, aur phir ek restaurant ke baahar car park kar di. bolaa, "bhayya, kuchh khaa lete hain." phir ham sab bheetar gaye, aur usake doston ne poora dinner hi order kar diyaa jise ham sabane khaayaa. main sabase badaa thaa isaliye 970 rupaye kaa bill mujhe hi bharanaa thaa. phir usi market kaa ek aur chakkar lagaa kar ham waapas aa gaye the.
what a ghoomanaa? phir bhi mainne sochaa thaa ki chalo, achchha time pass huaa thaa. beech mein mainne donon chikano ko idhar-udhar thodaa chhoo liyaa thaa.
magar do hafte baad jab Rajendra ne kinhin doosare chaar laundon ke saath ekdam isi serial ki phir se shooting kari aur mujhe 1130 rupaye kaa bill bharanaa padaa, to mujhe daal mein kuchh kaalaa nahin balki poori daal hi kaali nazar aane lagi.
usake baad se main usake saath kabhi "ghoomane" nahin gayaa.
Rajendra mujhe dekh kar hameshaa ki tarah bolaa, "hello, bhayaa."
halkaa saa andheraa ho chalaa thaa. mujhe un chaaron laundon ki shaql aur jism ki banaawat koi saaf dikhaaee nahin de rahi thi. aur jitanaa dikhaa thaa, usase meraa lund hilaa tak nahin thaa. mainne aawaaz mein dher si thakaan bhar kar kahaa, "achche ho, Rajendra?"
wo bolaa, "aaiye bhayyaa. aapako apane doston se milaaoon."
ab mujhe jaanaa hi padaa. usake doston ne hello bol kar apane naam bataaye. pahale teen ke na to mujhe naam yaad hain, na shaql, na badan, magar jab chauthe ne kahaa, "hello, bhayya. I am Shahid." aur meri taraf shake karane ke liye apanaa haath badhaayaa, to usaki aawaaz ne meraa lund hilaa diyaa thaa.
usaki aawaaz mein ek bhaaripan tha, ek goonj thi, ek mulaayamiyat thi, ek masoonmiyat thi. ek jaadoo tha jo hosh udaa de. ek nashaa tha jo deewaanaa banaa de. ek doori thi jo paas na aane de. ek apanaapan thaa jo pass kheenche. ek aawaaz jise jo ek baar sun le wo poori zindagi na bhool paaye. mujhe nahin maaloom tha ki aawaaz bhi lund hilaa sakati hai. oopar waale ke karishme.
mainne Shahid kaa haath pakad kar shake kiyaa aur kahaa, "Hi. I am Rohan Purohit." aur phir mere munh se khud ba khud nikal gayaa thaa, "tumhaari aawaaz bahut achchhi hai. tumhein to FM Radio par announcer honaa chaahiye."
shahar mein pahalaa private FM radio tab haal hi mein chaaloo huaa thaa jo talk-of-the-town thaa. usase jude hone ki baat un dinon naujawaanon ke liye duniyaa kaa sabase badaa complement thi.
sabhi ne meraa ekdam se jaagaa interest note kiyaa hogaa. lihaaza tab se baaki interaction mere aur Shahid ke beech mein hi huaa tha.
meri utani si baat ne usaki pahali mulaaqaat mein odhi formality ko tod-phod daalaa thaa. wo ek sharmaaee si muskuraahat muskuraayaa thaa. usake mote gulaabi honth apani taareef sun kar phail kar hansanaa chaahate the, par usaki sharm un honthon ko sikode rakh rahi thi.
wo apani bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein bolaa thaa, "thanks for the complement, bhayya."
tab mainne usakaa muaayanaa kiyaa thaa. ab meri aankhein andhere se adjust hoti jaa rahi thin. aur ab main usake paas qareeb ek foot ki doori par khadaa thaa. ab mujhe usakaa jaadoo saaf dikh rahaa thaa.
6 feet ki height. goraa, chikanaa, bada, chaukor cheharaa. chaudaa maathaa. lambe, bhoore, reshami baal. bhoori aankhein, teekhe nain naksh, ubhari hui nukili naak, mote, gulaabi honth.
wo ek dheeli si T shirt aur dheeli si hi pant pahane thaa. dheeli T shirt jaise usaki dubali baanhon aur sapaat seene ke hanger par tangi thee. T shirt ke teenon button khule huye the. baniyaan nahin thi. usakaa chikanaa, goraa seenaa bheetar tak dikh rahaa thaa.
T shirt usaki patali kamar ke zaraa neeche aa kar usake patale hips ke thode se ubhaar se zaraa pahale hi khatm ho jaa rahi thee. dheeli pant mein usaki patali taangon kaa koi hissaa maaloom nahin pad rahaa thaa.
usakaa badan jaise kah rahaa thaa, "bhayya, mujhe chod daaliye. main itanaa kamzor hoon ki aapako rok bhi nahin paauungaa."
mere kaanon mein ghantiyaan baj rahi thin. sar mein taare toot rahe the. phool baras rahe the. meraa lund hil rahaa thaa. mere poore jism mein ek sursuri uth rahi thi. meraa dimaag gaandu ho gayaa thaa.
mainne usaki aankhon mein dekhate huye kahaa thaa, "tum sab kabhi flat par aanaa". aur phir mainne jaldi se sabaki nazaron mein ek-ek baar dekhate huye ek common 'bye' kahaa thaa. aur phir ek 'bye, Rajendra' kah kar jaldi se lift ki or bhaag saa gayaa thaa.
peechhe se sabaki 'bye' sunaaee di thi, par Shahid ki bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz kaa 'bye, bhayyaa. Sure.' alag se goonjaa thaa.
aur phir apane flat mein jaa kar mainne jaldi se apane saare kapade utaar kar phenk diye the aur nangaa ho kar deewaan par let kar usake baare mein sochate hue apanaa mutth maaraa thaa. jab meri kalpanaa mein meri dhaar usake munh ke bheetar chhoot chuki thi aur mainne apanaa lund usake munh se baahar nikaalaa thaa, tab usane apani usi bhaari par mulaayam aawaaz mein apani wahi sharmaaee si muskaraahat muskaraate huye kahaa thaa, "thank you, bhayyaa."
us raat wo nangaa hokar meri kalpanaa mein mere saath soyaa thaa, aur mainne raat mein do baar usaki gaand chodi thi.
agali subah main der tak sotaa rah gayaa thaa. mere doston ne aa kar mujhe jagaayaa thaa aur der karane ke liye meri maan-bahan ki thi. phir main jaldi se tayyaar huaa thaa, aur ham sab apani sunday picnic par nikal gaye the. raat gyaarah baje main waapas aayaa thaa. thakaa thaa, magar bistar par letate hi mujhe phir se Shahid ki yaad aa gayi thi, aur mainne apani kalpanaa mein phir se use chodaa thaa.
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